Before I Shower...

Today I just realized that graduation is in four months, Im so excited! It went by very quickly but slow. 1st semester started off slow and now 2nd semester is going by in a blink of an eye. I know everyone who has graduated always says to take have fun while your still there, but I can honestly say that I will NOT miss high school, I personally did not like it, although I did like the people, like my friends, but some of the stuff I went through was just ugh, annoying, some people are annoying and teachers are annoying with their dumb assignments, and it's just time for me to move on and begin a new chapter.

Everytime I go on facebook it really gets me excited for college, because it looks like so much fun and i can't wait to experience it myself. I am scared though, scared that I won't get accepted anywhere, scared that my life won't be how I pictured it, scared that I won't have a home, scared that I will never get married, scared that I won't have kids. My life long dream aside from going to college is to be a mother, I always picture my life in the future with three boys, it makes me so happy that someday I will be honored on mother's day, and I will wake up to my kids, with their home-made cards, and gifts, and there enormous hugs and kisses. I know this might sound crazy but if I could I would fast forward my life from now, being a teenager, to being a mother. I always go to Home Depot imagng myself with my husband and chosing a paint color for our dining room, or picking tile for the kitchen floor. I just can't wait! How did I get from graduation to being a mom?

I also want to travel everywhere, I want to go to Greece for my honeymoon! We'll see if that happens...okay im going to stop because I can go on and on about my life dreams and aspirations...

Ciao!